Give Thanks

Hey everyone! Haven't been blogging for quite sometime because i am really really lazy. Sorry ah.. Hehehe...

I wanted to post this for a very long time. So here it is :

During my exam period, the song Made Me Glad from Hillsong ministered to me the most. I remembered during my Maths 1 paper. I couldn't do some questions. I asked for God's help. Then this song came to my mind. I prayed and prayed and suddenly 'ting' I knew how to do that question. It was so amazing. An experience that I will never forget in my life.

I will bless the Lord forever
I will trust Him at all times
He has delivered me from all fear
He has set my feet upon a rock
I will not be moved
And I'll say of the Lord

You are my shield
My strength
My portion
Deliverer
My shelter
Strong tower
My very present help in time of need

Whom have I in heaven but You
There's none I desire besides You
You have made me glad
And I'll say of the Lord

FeAr

I am fearful of letting God down. With the time He has given me. Have I been doing well or good enough? What is enough?

Alphabetical order

STPM is round the corner. It is getting closer and closer. Ahhh!!!... But I have to remember my priorities. I realised something... According to alphabetical order :

1. Bible
2. Biology
3. Chemistry
4. General paper
5. Mathematics

God's Word must always be above all! =)

A thought

Things do not always happened the way we want it to be.

Cherish the time we have.....

I am not going to blog on cherishing time we have for studying. Hehehe.... But cherishing the time we have when we still have the time to be in school with teachers and friends that we might not be able to see again.

I was studying and felt bored. I opened my drawer and took out photos that was taken in my secondary school life. It brought me back to those times and i really miss the friends i don't get to see now.

So, I decided to cherish the very few weeks left with my friends in Pre-U. Try to interact with them more. Hope to be able to impact their lives. Rather than ponteng-ing and regret it next time. =). Yay!!

spEeD...

I am just going toooooo slow.... Hurry up!! I need catalyst, petrol, good engines,.... Things that will make me go faster...

Things are happening...

A lot of sad things are happening lately. Deaths and illness I have been hearing a lot. It does make me sad. But God has a purpose of allowing all these to happen. But what exactly is the reason?? I really don't know. Maybe it is a reminder for us to cherish people around us, to give thanks to God for keeping us safe and healthy. Let's cherish the things we have and not take it for granted anymore.

Last time i used to pray for the whole world, that no one will fall ill. I thought it was rather stupid. Haha! Hmm... But I remembered that I didn't really hear about deaths and people falling sick.

Chemistry??

It is always said that in order to be very close to someone it requires chemistry. Sometimes I wonder.... Can I heat myself up to break the chemical bonds in me and cool myself to form another type of bond? Then can bond with everyone!!! How I wish I can relate with everyone very very well. =)

Mutation.. What will you do?

Was having Biology class the other day. We were studying on mutation. It was quite fun because I understand what I was learning.. =P.. Then we came to the part about chromosomal mutation. There are two types of chromosome mutation which is change in chromosome number and change in chromosome structure. Then there are terms like aneuploidy, euploidy, non-disjunction, down syndrome,Turner syndrome, Klinefelter syndrome.............. A lot, a lot! Then we learnt about their features and estimated frequency.

Suddenly my friend asked me this question :
What if next time you have a child who is down syndrome? Will you abort it?

I believe it is a tough decision to make.

But what will your answer be??? What will you do???

A Thankful Heart

Have you ever asked and said to yourself?
Why can't I can't I be as smart as them?
Why can't I be as popular as them?
Why can't I be as talented as them?
Why can't I look as pretty/handsome as them?
Why can't I run or play as good as them?
Why can't I be as lovable as them?

But... Have you ever thought that...
I am thankful I can make it through university and I have the opportunity to study.
I am thankful that I have friends.
I am thankful that I have talents.
I am thankul that I look normal instead of having any deformity.
I am thankful that I have legs and hands to run and play.
I am thankful that God, my family and friends love me.

The very fact that...
we are alive and well,
we have air to breathe,
we have water to drink,
we have food to eat,
And most importantly...
A God who loves and cares for us soooooo much!
We should be thankful and grateful!

Aunty Sze spoke on the Power Of A Thankful Heart last saturday in yf.
Here are some keys to thankfulness :
1. Thankfulness is an attitude.
2. Thankfulness is a habit.
3. Thankfulness is a response.
4. Thankfulness is an action.
5. Thankfulness is dynamic.

Let's give thanks to God in all circumstances!!! =)

Haven't Been Updating...

Hey all!! Very busy lately and rather lazy to blog. Nothing else to blog about too. My blog is so so so so dead. Hahahaha!!!

MYPG is round the corner. Excited! Can't wait to see youths coming together to pray. I believe it is going to be great!

All for Jesus!!

Deny or not?

Have you ever wondered whether you will deny Christ when you face persecution???

Pek Ying was watching a chinese drama. And the bad guy has a lot of ways to torture people. He said he doesn't know how to kill, in fact, he is afraid to kill. But he like torturing people until they tell the truth.

I suddenly got reminded about persecution and asked myself. I still can't give a definite answer. I really don't want to deny Him. But when it comes to that point of time. Will i deny? I really don't know.

What about you?

Interesting events???

Yay!!!! Koko Isaac will be back on thursday. But why must exams fall on that day?? Haih... Hahaha... Saturday, there will be MLM Conference and Dinner!.. What a busy week....

I need strength to go on, God! =)

Registration Day!

The lower six came in today. I was one of the person helping out. It was so much fun working together with my fellow upper six friends although we are from different classes. I got so many opportunities to talk to different different people. And I thank God for that. I hope I can have more opportunities=).. Can't wait to get to know more and more people.

Great job everyone!!!

Hmm...

He has showed you, O man, what is good. And what does the Lord require of you? To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God.
Micah 6 : 8

What can you learn from this verse? Anyone?

Rat Dissection!

Today we had our second rat dissection session. The rats were so so so so soooo small.. But still have to kill it. They were happily playing in the cage a few moments ago. Then suddenly they were motionless. Every part of them. So tiny . So poor thing... Have to die so young.

It wasn't as fun as the first time we dissected a rat. I realised i wasn't as warm blooded compare to last time. Didn't really feel for the rat. Like what Uncle Ven and all the advisers always said, a sin that is committed over and over again, you won't feel the guilt anymore. I am a heartless rat murderer!!!!!!!

My Malay friend( He was the one who killed all the rats) said to me : " Hui Ying, awak tak boleh masuk heaven. Awak ketua gangster. Bunuh tikus. Mula-mula awak baik. Sekarang jahat. Tak boleh masuk heaven. Dosa ah..."

Some of my friends dissected the rat until the head came off. And a lot of them did a lot of cruel thing to the rat. = s

Well.... I guess today is my last day of my rat murdering career. I hope i do not get addicted to it that i have to buy rats and kill them when the addiction comes. Dosa!

MUET!!

Going to have the examination for written papers on saturday. Please pray for me. Thanks!!!=)

Thank You GOD!!!!

Guess what everyone?!!!!! I was so so so so so so so amazed, shocked, happy, glad, etc. I really couldn't believe it! You know what?! Teacher said tomorrow there will be no rat dissection. Can you believe it?!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! And do you know what is the reason?? Because the rats are too small to be dissected. What kind of reason can that be? It is definitely God doing something. AHHHH!!!!!! I really can't believe it! He answered my prayer. Thanks to all of you who prayed for me. Now.... Finally, i can go for the Global Day Of Prayer in peace............. Phew.......... I really still cannot believe itlah. =D...

Rats!! But...

The arrival of the rats is so at the wrong time. Teacher wants us to dissect it on Saturday morning 9:00am..... How? Going to Batu Pahat for The Global Day Of Prayerleh....... How???? Haih......... Please pray that teacher will change the date. Thanks!

No Rats???

Today.. My teacher received a phone call during class. She walked out to answer it. And as usual, there were noise around...(talking!talking!talking!). She came in and told us that we can only do our dissection experiment in July. Do you know why???

Guess...

Guess??

Haha.. Oklah.. I give you a multiple choice question =)
Q : Why can't the Biology students dissect rats?
A No more rats on earth
B The rats decided not to reproduce
C The pet shop was burnt down
D The rats are contracted with some kind of weird disease

Choose your answer with looking at the answer first. See how smart you can be :D!!


And! Tadah!! The answer is............... C! Haha!!

Hmm... I wonder... The rats rather die in a fire than to die in our hands?? Why? What do you think? Hmm......

FirE dRiLL...

We had fire drill yesterday... Many of us didn't hear the emergency bell rang. Do you know how long it took for all of us to reach the school field??? 30 minutes!!!! Hahahaha.... If there was really fire. We will be roasted.....!!! Hahaha....

Do you think fire drill really helps??

tagged...

I have been tagged by Joan and Caleb.

The rules are:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player than tags 5 people and posts their names,then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they done got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

What was I doing 10 years ago?
1. I was studying in standard 3, Chong Eng
2. Started wearing glasses
3. Going to CBC.
4. Play.
5. Doing lots of homework!!

5 things on my to-do list today
1. Read God's Word.
2. Do homework.
3. PA tuition.
4. Study.
5. Sleep.

5 Snacks I enjoy
1. French Fries!!
2. Potato chips.
3. Burger.
4. Certain biscuits.
5. Sushi.

5 Things I would do if I were a billionaire
1. For God's Work.
2. Give to the poor and needy.
3. Sponsor students.
4. Saving the earth programme.
5. Other useful and meaningful activities.

5 of my bad habits
1. Procrastination.
2. Slow.
3. Think too much.
4. Anxious.
5. Sleep too much.

5 places I have lived
1. My mothers womb.
2. In my house.
3. In my father's mother's house.
4. In my mother's mother's house.
5. In other places which i have been.

5 jobs I've had
1. Calendar tearer.
2. Paper mixer.
3. Teacher in Kindergarten.
4. Teacher in Eden.
5. House helper inmy own house.

5 people I tag
1. Lee Ying (to start a blog)
2. Pek Ying (to start a blog)
3. Wei Wey (to start a blog)
4. Sze Wei (to start a blog)
5. Hui Mun

My GOAL for this year...

Love God intimately!!!!!!!!!!!!

Answered Prayer!

I prayed that the rain will stop before going to tuition. And it stopped! Praise God! But I didn't really pray for the rain tp stop after tuition. So it didn't! Haha!!!..... Anyway.. Praise God!

Rat dissection on the first day of April??!!!

I thought to myself that today we will have rat dissection. But my friend didn't think so. After recess... They came running into the class saying they saw a lot of white rats. Haha.. I thought it was rather unfair because we weren't told that we had to do rat dissection today. Oh well...

We enter biology laboratory after recess, we ran to the back to check out the rats. They didn't smell good. Haha!!.. My friend took the rat one by one and put them into the glass bottle. All twelve of them. I wanted to catch one. Hehe.. But i couldn't master enough courage to open the cage and catch them. I kept on saying sorry to them. So poor thing. After that, they put chloroform to kill them. once the cotton wool dabbed with chloroform was thrown into the glass bottle. Al of them rush towards the opening but they couldn't push open the cover. They struggled so much and died eventually.

We took our utensils and then took the rat out of the glass bottle one by one. The chloroform on the fur of the rat melted the polystyrene. So we had to bathe the rat. My rat's eye was open. Only one eye was open. I thought it was alive at first. So scary... Haha... We asked teacher. Teacher said it is already dead. Then we pin its feet and hands with the pin and started cutting its fur, skin and finally we saw the organs. We had to cut open its thorax too.. Ahh!! The feeling.. Hehe.... erm.... Its heart was still beating... Hahaha!!!! After that we had to remove its intestines from the oesophagus to the rectum. But our rat had a weird growth inside. At first teacher thought it was a womb with a baby rat inside because our rat doesn't not have a testis. Teacher wanted to cut open. But after that, she asked me to cut. Hahaha!!!. I cut it and green liquid flowed out. I got a shocked and ran off. The whole class laughed at me. Hahaha!!! Don't know what was that. Don't know whether it is a cancer cell. After all that, we threw the rat into the dustbin. Haha.. the smell... Yucks!

It was a great experience. We will be having it again. Haha!!!... It was really great having Siew Chen as my partner. All of you should try it =P

all over again

Just had my first common test. It was really tough. Now I know where I stand in my studies. Have to work even harder. So many things to do... So little time. How?? School again tomorrow... Have to start all over again. But yet.. With so much more commitment. Lord, please grant me the strength!

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So sorry for not updating my blog. I am just too lazy, busy and don't know what to blog about. hahaha.... ya..

Many people will be leaving. It is kinda sadlah.. well.. there is always a time for everything. I guess we all have to learn how to cherish one another while we still have them around. People!! Learn to cherish what you have!!! :D And complain less about the people around you. Learn how to appreciate them:)!

First Sports Practice in STK!!

Today is my first day of sports practice in STK. Well... It was a new experience for me. STK isn't as strict as Convent. They finish earlier. I still prefer Convent sports practices=).. Although it was hard work.

But.. I still enjoyed today's practice. Except for having the guys around during sports practices.. Still not very use to it. We had to run round the field only once! And many people were walking.. Hahaha.. After that we rested and ran outside of the school compound. It was fun!!!

All in all, I think sports practice is fun! A brand new experience for me too!

BiOLogY pRoJecT experience...

FINALLY!!!! I am done with my project.. I only slept for two hours last night. Doing biology project during the holidays and even having this assignment is not easy..So much work to do!! And have to work together with other teammates. The time factor is a very big challenge to us. My friend said this is once and a lifetime experience. Well.. I agree with her.. So.. we all tried to have fun too! Although it was challenging and energy consuming. I am glad to say that through this project I got to know my friends(Mee Chee, Sue Ling, and Siew Chen) more. I really get to talk to them a whole lot more than last time. Getting to know them, their background, Character, likes and dislikes. I don't think it is an accident that we have to do this project together. I also learned a lot through this project. I am not so scared of insects now!!! Yay!!!..

I would also like to thank those who have helped me with this project! Thank you so so so much!!!! I really appreciate it!

First Day Of School!!

I know it is a little late posting about the first day of school now. Haha.. But I will still post it anyway:P.

Hmm.. This will be my last year wearing a school uniform and I am supposed to cherish these moments. But I wasn't really excited about school. Thinking of it makes me think of exams, sleepless nights and sacrifices. But all these cannot be the reasons for me not going to school right?

First day of school.. Everyone is already very busy with their Biology project including me. Stress level went up higher when teacher said we have to get it done by Tuesday. Everybody was like Oh No!... Then suddenly we found out that our Maths 1 teacher, Miss Neo is not teaching us anymore!!! My friends and I were like :"WHAT?!!!!!!!!".. Ok.. Stress level even higher and the first day of school was like a disaster to me. One more tuition to go.And after that... Other unpleasant things happened to me.. I thought first day of school was like a DISASTER!!!!!!....

After talking to a few people ( I really thank God for them) I feel better. Then I realised that I had a wrong mindset for everything that happened. Instead of thinking about it as a disaster. It will and can be a blessing instead of a disaster or suffering. All I have to do is just to change my perspective and mindset of my own. And see things through God's perspective. It may be open doors and opportunities that God has given to me to be able to get to know my friends more and reach out to them.

I thank God for revealing this truth to me:)...

God Bless you all!!

School is starting!!!!

School is starting.. Am I excited?? Not really.. In fact I don't really feel like going to school. Imagine all the stress, challenges, failures, problems, etc. that we will be facing once school starts. STPM!!! Ahh!!! STPM!!! I don't want!

But the other side of me wants to start this new year because I want to grow closer to God! And see what He has instored for my life this year. I want to see more friends come to know Him! I want to lead them to Him!! This is my last year in Kluang. I want to give my best. I don't want to regret. I want to make my God proud and glorify His Name! I hope He will be pleased with me. All these are things that I want. What is important is what God wants, right? Well, I am fearful. But God please help me to trust in you even more!!! Thank You, God!!!

All the best everyone!! May you all have an exciting journey with God this year. Love you all!:)