Cherishing...

I am beginning to learn how to cherish the time I have in the UK. There is a time for everything. Now my time is here. And I will cherish it to the maximum! So that I will have no regrets in the future, and there will be great memories that I will be able to bring back with me! =D

Thoughts...

It's not a nice feeling. But I asked for it. It's always YOU first. Seek ye first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you. It's hard, but true. I will put my TRUST in YOU!

Thoughts...

It's hard.... It's never easy... But He is always there for us!

Arghhh!!!!! Saya nak balik kampung!!!!!!

Arghh!!! I just can't wait to be home!! 

Flashback to the time when I left Malaysia, knowing that when I get back next year I would be able to see my friends again. But now, going back home to a "friendless" land isn't that exciting I guess. Things don't always happen the way we want it to be, but I know that God knows best. So, I shall not complain. We can plan, but God is the one who determines our steps. Will be missing Sze Wei and Andrinna. ='( (Never thought that I would feel so sad though..)

Heartbreaking...

Last thursday I was having a lecture on Sex, Drugs and Rock n Roll. The lecturer showed us videos on the A&E wards in the hospitals during the nights over the weekends. It was mainly on teenagers getting drunk and got hurt. Some of the scenes were terrifying. However, people were laughing at some of the scenes when they did silly things because they were drunk. But I felt like crying when I saw that. I was thinking to myself: How can people laugh?(I have to admit that it was funny.) Do you know that God's heart is breaking? God's heart is breaking over and over again. I wonder whether it would actually stop...

Then, last friday in Kairos. We watched a DVD on the truth behind hip hop. My eyes were opened on how the devil has been destroying the lives of so many young people through music. Not only in the world out there, but also in the church. How scary is that?! These lives that are so precious to God and they have so much potential in them. But the evil one wants to steal, kill and destroy them. He is always waiting and see who he can devour. He knows that young people can do great things and he wants to stop them from doing it.

So, young people of this generation. Let's not be ignorant and waste our lives anymore. Unleash the potential that God has placed in you and do it unto His Glory. Time is running out! Let's live our lives pleasing to Him and do His Will.

累了。。。

撑到很累了。。。累了。。。睡了。。。但有一种累，就算睡再多的觉，都无法消失的。

Last night...

In the middle of the night, I was woken up by people screaming, laughing, shouting from outside my window. They sounded like they were drunk and I think they were girls. The first feeling I had wasn't the annoyed and angry feeling, but it was sadness. These people waste their life drinking and getting drunk. I thought to myself, God must be feeling very sad and He might even teared. There are so many people out there who do not know God or just do not want to have anything to do with Him. It breaks my heart and definitely His too. =(

Lord, have mercy on the people of this nation and the nations of the world!

Sick...

Being sick makes me miss Malaysia even more... Sigh...

21st Birthday!!

It's my 21st birthday!!! The so-called most important birthday of a person's life because it means freedom and responsibility. An age when you are an adult and no more a teenager or a child. An age when you are legal to do most of the things like going to casinos!! Haha!! Hmm.. Talking about casino, I suddenly remembered that Isaac actually said he will bring me to a casino in London when I am 21... Hmm.. Looks like both of us have completely forgotten about it!! Haha!! 

Well, it is the most important birthday but I am away from home, family, friends. And it is my first birthday in the UK. So, it is equivalent to not a good birthday.. Why? No familiar friends to celebrate with me and have a big PARTY! People wished me a great birthday in UK (as it is my 1st time). But in me I was, "yeah.. yeah.. how is that supposed to happened? I am in UK, not Malaysia." But I told myself to look at it in a different perspective.

All in all, I actually had a GREAT birthday! Because God celebrated my birthday with me! =D. It was the best birthday ever, after so long! I am truly thankful!

Christmas and New Year

Merry Christmas and a Blessed New Year everyone!! (Although it is a bit late) Hehe...=)

It's my first time spending Christmas and New Year away from family, friends and all the familiarities. I view it as an experience, challenge, training and a process of growing up.

On Christmas eve, Isaac cooked and we invited a few church friends to have dinner with us. It was fun and enjoyable. Especially the food(DELICIOUSloh!!) and the company of friends. On Christmas day, I went to the pastors' house for a Christmas meal and fellowship. Really thank them for all the nice food and the invitation. At least I got to celebrate Christmas with people. And not forgetting all those presents I received! Never thought I would receive so many of them. On boxing day, I went to a family friend's house, it was good! All the chinese food that has been prepared was just awesome!

After that, I went for a Christian Conference. It was over the new year. Spending the new year with Malaysians was great! This conference was truly enriching and the fellowship with fellow Malaysian was wonderful! Haven't seen so many Malaysians for a long long time. Being able to speak in the Malaysian way of speaking was just great!! God has also revealed things to me in this conference and I really thank Him for that. First time taking train to Reading and meeting Esther there was indeed a great experience too! =)

All in all, I have to be honest that it was not as good as being back home spending these moments with friends and family. But, it's a good opportunity to learn. 

Besides that, it was the first time ever that I want holidays to end quickly so that I can start lectures soon. Thank God for short holidays!!! =) Haha!!